INFIDELITY
25th November, 2015
But why did u do it?
She looked down without saying a word.
I was not manly enough to stand up and give her a slap.
I feel embittered about what she has done.
Can't you answer!!!
"But I love him"...
I felt the sword of david pierce through my heart.
Crimson fluid were dropping like ice.
Nerves on motion.. Uncontrollable movement...
Did I hear you well Temi??
After 7years of marriage.. Why didn't you tell me you never loved me..
You used me... Noooo Temi... You used me..
Am sorry,,, I like you.. But my love is with him.
He de-flowered me, I can't just forget his touch and kisses.
I thought I would love you. But I regret my actions.
Hot lines of water drops..
Where will I start from.
This was a woman I loved but all this while she never loved me in return.
The lyrics kept ringing in my fleshy ears.
"When a woman loves"...
I think she is a lost cause.. She won't stop seeing him
I looked up at her....
Tears forms around her eye balls...
Slowly,it flowed out and slide sleeked on her chin down to her lips...
My god...she's beautiful...
How could i be blind?..
I love her and yet she likes me...
I fell under her false pretence.....into her beautiful crystal lies...
Can I really stop her?
Can I make her love me like i do with her?
7yrs,my sight has been smeared.. 
My God.. Should I call it "karma come back?"...
A deja'vu ?
A deja'reve?
I'm confused...
I built up my courage and asked her "Is it worth ending a 7yrs marriage for a memory or heartache?"...
I said it with calmness...
Whereas,tears of ocean dwell within...
She looked up at me with tears flowing down her cheek...
She answered with her beautiful accent and her finely tiny tune...
And said " I'm sorry"...
That was all she muttered...
I asked "is that an answer?"...
#Sniffed...
She asked "I've i ever made you happy?"..."Have I ever done anything on my own without you telling me"
"I see deep within you...within your eyes,the love that burns"
"And I try to have such within me" but in between them,all that's present is as cold as snow"...
"Deep within your love,I found out you aren't as happy as you claim to be"
"Cos I try but not enough"...
She kept saying a lot with tears coming out with each word she mutters...
I fell deaf to each word for I could hear her speak from within her soul...
Her soul looked partitioned...
Half of her loves the other and half loves me...
Buh her memories made the latter the favourite...
I felt her pain...I wanted to hold her tyt...kiss her forehead...
And say "you got me"...
But I'm hurt...How do I do that???
She could have left before 7yrs...
Not after 7yrs...
I stood up...walked close to her...stop in front of her...
She stood still...expecting i hit her...
I wouldn't give her an excuse for leaving...
I stood tall...her fragrant,omg,..I'm dying...
I acted strong yet my knees were weak as a toddler...
I raise my hand...she sniffed in...tilted backward...
She closed her eyes...bent her head side ways expecting a slap...
I lay my hand on the side of her face... She felt shocked..
Slowly,she turned her head,looked up into my eyes...
Tears filled her eyes...she could feel my pain...
I slowly moved my hand within her hair...I brushed the back of her hair...she closed her eyes...
I could feel her feel my touch...she quivered...
I pushed her head forward,hoping to kiss her...
Our heads came closer...I could see her lips parting...
Waiting for my lips...for my slow tender kiss...
Which I don't knw if it had any meaning again...
Her eyes was shut tight and I could feel her urge to kiss me...
I brought my lips closer...and i brushed my lips on her lower lips...
And glided to her cheek...kissed her cheek...
Left her head...turned to walk away...
She felt shocked and held my hand from behind...We both stood silently...minutes pass by...
I sniffed nd I said to her...
"Standing by the shore of an ocean,I had my tear drops in it,the day you find that tears,is the day I would stop loving you..."
I pulled my hands away and walked towards the door...
I took one last look at her and I saw her fall to the floor and weep like it was her last day on earth...
At that moment,I knew sorrow was here...
Smirking behind closed doors...
And I know one day,I would overcome that smirking sorrow...
She cried so hard nd stretched forth her hands...
Hoping i come back to her and grab that hand...
I looked at her and i whispered "I love you"... Take care of the kids, let them know they have a father.
And I walked out...
It felt like I just walked out of a movie...
what should i do??...
I'm lost.
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Lagos, Nigeria
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